Big Sweat!!!!

Well..It's been a long time i never get so nervous like this before.
I first knew him was from a friend
my first time saw him was in the studio and he was carrying a box
First word i say to him was.. "Hey!" when im on the way back home
and the second word.."Hye!".. when i met him in a restaurant
but the first hey was the first time i look into his eye but just only 2 seconds
we chat on messenger, but never chat in real
but one day he asked me on msn " you're into bears aren't you?"
thats the first time i get shock by him.. well i not sure is he "people like us" or he just a smart guy, too smart to know things he wouldn't know?
i was sweating while replying his message
and his answers was confusing, but honestly..
i was hoping the answer is "yea, i am"
yes its kind of selfish just wanted him to say that..
that's what im thinking when i start to like somebody
and im a coward too, cause im afraid he'll stop talking to me......
fairy tale....love story...whatever....i don't really believe it will falls on me, but i do believe it will happen on somebody who deserve it...
tshaaaaaa~~~~ You Know What.. no, u don't...==