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few years staying at a same apartment but every year different blocks and levels.
A4--->D9--->D3--->A8
i'hd been shifting the house every year, and each time the rubbish i throw can be a small rubbish mount for rats...yeah..rats... imagine the size..
well.. eventhough there is a lot to throw...to dump...to leave.. but the memories about those rubbish just wont begone from my head... sweet or bad memories, i dun want to judge it casue i dunno how....simple..and now it became the roots in my life.. in other way of saying was "if not them,there's no me today"

im growing.. like a tree.. each time i grab the soil from the earth.. it cost me a lot of things.. and its tired.. but no one could have the experience i gained... no matter in what sort of matter.. study..family..love....

Well love is the most hardest thing ever to figure and understand.. i wish there is something to deal with this matter..can i just sell my love out.. or free of charge its okay..or maybe i pay u to have it... cause i dun really need it since it is so suffering... but now.. i think it was a mistake that i shouldn't made.. i shouldn't just left my love behind, dumped to anybody... i should..KEEP IT...save it.....lock it....

Untill there is someone who knows to unlock it.....
Tsaaaaaaaa~~~~~ You Know Who??? no u don't...==